They don't wanna hear what's real
Cus all that fake shit is keeping them from facing how they feel
Let's talk about it cus I'm guilty of it too
Too scared to unpack another ignored wound
We instilled with a whole lot of fear
There's a stigma around here and it came from our parents
Trickled down from the tree now this weight is on me
Now that's what the f*ck I call ancestry
I ain't have a say but God chose me
I'm sticking to the script when the rough gets seen
When the scene gets rough
Either way that shit's deep
Gotta let that shit breathe
And as of lately
I give myself permission to explore the unseen
To dive into my shame and what I tried suppressing
To fit some kind of mold I thought they placed upon me
Unplugged and the answer prevailed
It only carries weight if you hand over the scale
Shit
Let that sink in
You mean to tell me that we write the narrative
It only has power if we decide that's what it is
And all these complications
Are really in our mind that's the work of satan
Damn
I guess it all makes sense
Spiritual attack is to stop greatness
Dropping way too many gems
Keep your mind cleansed so it don't go over your heads
I used to think being a rapper was my purpose
Sat back and I analyzed the verses
So much more to me than choosing one identity
Multi passionate I'm not who they pretend to be
Child of God that walks under the moon
Child that is so damn curious
Sticks my hand in it and always gets bruised
Has the courage to question every rule
To step over the line
And invite my friends too
It's like
Jesus was alone for forty nights
That's a lie He had the devil by His side
So why are we so afraid of the enemy
When the Spirit of God wasn't trembling
And He lives inside of us
So it's said to be
We were made in His image yet we're scared to be
If we act like Him they call it blasphemy
We have the power to rebuke every tragedy
Every darkness cus we're the light actually
We lack so much faith it's a casualty
How can you expect a miracle
If you don't place the Divine over physical
I'll consider your opinion
But let's be clear God is my intuition
My internal compass
Faith walk man this shit is really something
Had a convo with Michelle earlier
That's my homegirl
I'm really proud of her
Sat on the tub smoked a blunt
Hashed it out on some real painful stuff
It felt good to be vulnerable again
Share truth share fear with a friend
Sometimes it feel like we speak a coded language
Resonating with me when I ain't said shit
Cus they know what I'm sayin' without saying it
Frequency elevation
This take a whole lot of work
Don't be fooled I've been pulled through the dirt
Face down in the mud and it hurt
But I'm a Scorpio I love a rebirth
Shit
You know how it go
Grateful through the highs
Faithful through the lows
One thing I do want you to know
The most courageous thing is to be vulnerable
Brené Brown talked that shit on Super Soul
If you ain't know now you know where to go
And I ain't change my persona
I say a prayer to Ambitionz Az A Ridah
That's my life in a bar
Been at it three minutes
And still so far
From capturing the essence
Of true divinity
The words that you've been missing
The final puzzle piece
I feel it's my responsibility
To share my story even if they ain't feeling me
To be raw and to walk in integrity
Contribute to the healing of humanity
To exemplify fearless authenticity
To remind you who you are and what you're meant to be
This ain't no rap this is poetry
This is only one piece of what I'm supposed to be
Ima travel the unknown and do it openly
To inspire you to do the same hopefully
Yeah