Marlo - Mixed Emotions (Outro) Lyrics

Would of never said I loved you
If I knew how much it takes
Would of never even f*cked you
If I knew That I would hate
You
For the last and rest of my days
You
Turned me down
And I can't forget the day
I don't show all my emotions
'Cuz I'm scared of being hurt
The pills and the potion
Got me slurring up my words
But I hope that you could hear me
Till the end of my verse
I got some words for you
And I swear it's gonna hurt
Do you Regret all of those memories
And the times that we had
I was always by your side when you was down
And doing bad
Kinda funny how
You never appreciated what I had
But whenever times get rough
You know that I would give my last
To you
'Cuz
I was always Feeling bad
For you
'Cuz
You never had no class
And you
Was
F*cking niggas
'Cuz you mad
And you
Would
Ask for money
Go and dance
And I
Would blame myself
Because
I thought being ah man
Was
To provide and protect
All that you have
Cuz
You was all that I had (Ohh)
And every single word get me mad
You
Really got ah nigga in his bag
(Stupid Bitch)
The truth is
That I thought that we could last
(I Don't Give Ah F*ck Nomore)
But you bitch
Had to f*ck up
What we had
(Suck My Dick)
How could I lose the
The only one that makes me laugh
A lot of mixed emotions
Like this drink that I'm pouring
Prisoner of my thoughts
Why I cannot stay focused
Love you deeper than an ocean
I cannot control it
I'm running out of time
But my watch is frozen
Feeling all this pain
Hope nobody notice
Feeling so ashamed
Because you had me open
I think it's time to change
Before I lose my whole shit
It's too much to explain
Too much mixed emotions