Marrow - Survivor's Guilt Lyrics

I'm coming to terms with the fact that loss is inevitable
My heart is built for neglect
My soul is bound to disconnect
Immense misery every day after f*cking day
There is no point in waking up knowing you never will
My life has prolonged expiration

One step forward and two steps back
Forced to move on with a final breath
I hit the ground so my body can rest
I hit the ground so my body rests
I question everything that I am
Existence was not made for me

One wrong step
One wrong f*cking move, then it's down to hell I go
Say goodnight to the good life and wake up on the bad side
I've hit the ground and now the earth hits back
Decompose with my memories
Cauterize my misery
Make me grow nevermore