Mars Playground - Vertigo Lyrics

Sun goes down and the ceiling caves in and the curtains unfold, yeah
Freefalling off, I guess I'm on my own again
Days go by and feel it all fade and I'm paralyzed by it
And it's 4 am
So if this f*cking mind of mine could let me go soon
I would give it all to be alive
Telling all my demons, name your price
Searching for meaning of the tide
And drifting alone through the chaos
I barely feel it anymore now
I can't take another night
And I'm calling for you, oh Lord, I'm calling for you
I'm losing my balance, everything's turning slowly
No way out of it, no control
I'm living in vertigo, vertigo
I think nothing's gonna change
It keeps pouring when it rains, time and time
I'm accustomed to these chains
Weighing me down, wish I could break
Breaking me down before I ever build a frame
Burning me out before I even feel the shade
Leaving me outside, I think it's about time I let it go, let it go
And I get lost in it, the radio silence
I stay up wishing I could fly
Feel like I'm running out of time
To be something, to be someone
And I wait for the signs
And I wait for the answers
I can't take another night
And I'm calling for you, oh Lord, I'm calling for you
I'm losing my balance, everything's turning slowly
No way out of it, no control
I'm living in vertigo, vertigo
I just watch it go by
I just watch it go by