Marti Mar - Beanie Baby (Intro) Lyrics

I'm back in the crib to hug you mom, thank God i'm spotless.
I know you tired of where we living i'm tryna get you somewhere tropic.
Your oldest son locked, and when your youngest go outside he afraid he dying.
I know the price of the ticket but you told me if I don't know where it leads to don't buy it.
Remember folks would get the pot lit, put it on a napkin, use the fan to dry it.
Started second hand lesson learning but you was telling me don't try it.
More focus than me frightened, you know a shaky heart can get us all indicted.
Grew up around this my whole life but my conscious mind told me this not it.
Lost my friends and when they asked was I okay it was no I nodded.
Attacks, heart panicking they vanished like why bro spirit not in his body ?
John went home, I set some goals, living for his soul mine ain't up for profit.
Taught myself how to engineer I was thinking college, pro tools, and logic.
Spent two years working on "Figure it out" I been was suppose to drop it.
Mentally getting beat down I started questioning my talent.
Fast forward, more family passed, move forward i'm locked in I can't stop it.
A lot weighs on my heart before I get it off my chest I ask God to spot me.
Your advice for me to go to God opened my eyes, made me more optimist.
I'm prevailing over the evil, ain't jumping ship i'm forever riding.
Can't control no one else roll, people turned mold mommy they rotten.
Say they proud of me than use they pride against me where all the props went ?
Tightened up, they said loosen up, mad cause I changed ? now i'm outta pocket ?
This me jotting mom I ain't bothered, if you ain't got haters you ain't popping.
Left the porch to play sports in the streets, now it's corpse in streets, and everybody watching.
You said this gun gone me send me up state with bro, but mom what if I don't got it ?
When i'm not in your presence I ain't doing wrong i'm out the way striving.
Some of my friends gone, ain't have no reason to get killed, I've been surviving.
God don't give a spirit of fear so you know it's faith why I've been arriving.
I'm here on stage with a lot of eyes on me, and the atmosphere just silent shh.
"Yo Baby"
Hello, yeah i'm still on my way mom it's K'Mari.
Mom i'm sorry for putting my life in jeopardy right after you warned me.
I'm so sorry I left you crying from my actions that was corny.
Beanie i'm sorry I had you and Aunt Neet worried, praying 4 in the morning.
Mom i'm sorry I kept on running from my problems it made you chase me.
I'm so sorry I suggested those kind of friends now you afraid they'll take me.
I told you they love me when you gave indication on how they hate me.
And you misunderstood me tryna understand myself but ain't never call me crazy.
I love you Beans, I knew you couldn't wait to see me.
Hello world i'm Beanie baby