Martinez - So I Thought Lyrics

Ah oh
I'm bringing you that new and improved that God gave me
I know you probably never heard gospel music like this but ah
This how we doing it

So I thought, In my mind
Hey
But I learned, In due time
That you were there, For me
Hey
And it's the very very reason
That now I am free

I'm remember when
I was out there doing bad
Thought I had it figured out
But I was really going mad

I was hustler! I was out there selling rocks
I was out there on the block
Didn't think I could be stopped

Getting money, The only thing that's on my mind
I was out there on the grind, But I was waisting precious time

Loosing my family
And my kids was wanting me
And I really did not care, Because there was no one there for me

So I thought, In my mind
Uh huh
But I learned, In due time
I know you wasn't ready for me go that way
That you were there, For me
Yes thank you
And it's the very very reason
That now I am free
Man I'm so free

So I thought, In my mind
Hey
But I learned, In due time
You were the only way for me to go
That you were there
Yes
For me
And it's the very very reason
I can be all I can be
I sure can

Now my momma
Let's just say she chose the streets
And she did that over me
And my father, Well that's deep

And, In the end
I just felt, so alone
Felt like I was on my own
Half the time no one was home

I went to music
The only time I found a zone
Someone link me to Tizone
And he moved me right along

And it was all God
And I can say that right away
Cause if Tizone didn't come my way
Ain't not telling where I would be today

So I thought, In my mind
Hey
See I thought I had it all figured out
But I learned, In due time
That wasn't even the route to go
That you were there, For me
Oh yeah
And it's the very very reason
That now I am free
I'm so free

So I thought, In my mind
Hey
But I learned, In due time
That you were there
Yes
For me
And it's the very very reason
I can be all I can be

I'm so mad, Do the math
Wish I did, Never have
So much time waisted
Man

And I wish that I can grab it all back
Yep
That's a fact
Yep
But I know I can't
And I feel thats whack
So whack

And what you did
Yes
For me
Yes
Took the blindness of my eyes
And oh my goodness I can see
I can see

And I can do
New things
Cause of you

And your the reason for this song
And your the reason why I sing

So I thought, In my mind
Man I thought I had so much figured out

But I learned, In due time
That wasn't even the way to go

That you were there, For me
Thank you for being there God

And it's the very very reason
That now I am free
I'm so free

So I thought, In my mind
Hey, Stupid
But I learned, In due time
Man did I learn a lesson
That you were there
Yes
For me
Thank you
And it's the very very reason
I can be all I can be