Marv Illest - Heartache (feat. Audio Artwork & Travis Lavoe) Lyrics

I just been dealing with life lately
Don't even know what I like lately
I hate that I'm losing my mind tho
I hate that I don't know where time goes
I hate that I keep losing love ones
And all the shit you don't peep
I hate that I keep loosing sleep
I hate that I keep loosing me
Imaging getting that phone call that your lil sister was missing
Like ni**a what! I was pray up and stay up the whole night tripping
That one night felt like a million
The hardest night of my life
But God is good yea they found her
A true Dedicated Survivor
Took a flight the next day
Only to find out that nothing was right
She been battling life depression been kicking her ass I know what it's like
Had a couple of days to wait before they released her from the hospital
I Gave her a hug and I don't know but I felt slightly responsible
Looked in hers eyes and I could just see that something was missing
And I felt like it was cuz her big brothers been missing
Maybe I'm tripping or maybe that's me
Putting the pressure of the whole family all on one sleeve
But to make shit worst I lost my day one in the same week FUCK!
I'm taking day one way before I ever smoked
Swear I cried for the whole week
Promise I never so felt weak
We were suppose to smoke before I left
Instead you just threw me some weed
Now your ass gone for good
Now who the f*ck gon check on me
I swear this shit been hurting my eyes
So I made this song personally cry
I swear this shit been hurting my eyes
So I made this song permanently cry
(Travis Lavoe)
When I'm with the bros still feel all alone
Been fighting these demons
They hurting my soul done turnt it to stone
Been bleeding the cement
Been to hard to rest with this on my chest this my way of grieving
Got nowhere to leave it
So I give you my heart (Yea lord knows)
(Yea lord knows) (Yea lord knows that )
I give you my heart (Yea lord knows)
(Yea lord knows) (Yea lord knows that )
I give you my heart (Yea lord knows)
(Yea lord knows) (Yea lord knows that )
So I give you my heart
(Long live DJ 718, Da Jose way, Long live Damien Santos)
We ride forever
Til we on the other side together