Marvin Ross - Solitude Lyrics

I'm finding peace in my solitude
I'm collecting these feelings. I'm sitting in rooms
Asking myself, what was I doing
My happiness, I'm so quick to ruin. So quick to ruin
I'm finding it harder to do
All of this pain I harbor for you
Controlling my moods
I do not know what to do
You say I'm using you
But think about who's using who
Think about who's using who
What do I do? What do I do? What do I do
All of this pain, but nothing is new
I'm taking these feelings. I'm walking them through
This is for me, not for you
This is for me, not for you

All of these feelings, they true
Damn. We had a spark. The way that we blew
Destined to fail, I know that you knew
Decisions we made, what can we do
All of the distance between me and you
I know that we faded
Promises, we never made it
Look at me now. I'm jaded
All of this love is tasteless
I cannot help but hate it

I'm finding peace in my solitude
I'm collecting these feelings. I'm sitting in rooms
Asking myself, what was I doing
My happiness, I'm so quick to ruin. So quick to ruin
I'm finding it harder to do
All of this pain I harbor for you
Controlling my moods
I do not know what to do
You say I'm using you
But think about who's using who
Think about who's using who
What do I do? What do I do? What do I do
All of this pain, but nothing is new
I'm taking these feelings. I'm walking them through
This is for me, not for you
This is for me, not for you

Why do I do all of these things
Locking me down, emotional chains
I need to get away
All of this pain, the reason that I can not stay
Opportunity to get what you wanted
Guess you didn't, so these lyrics.. you on it
Left you alone, now you haunted
By all of these feelings that we could've flaunted
So many flags that we ignored
I guess we were blinded by wanting more
In the end our love became a chore
Showing me lies that I believed. I believed
Blocking my vision, I could not see
Look at the shadows. They following me
I wanna be free, but all of this pain
All of the pain is settled inside of me

I'm finding peace in my solitude
I'm collecting these feelings. I'm sitting in rooms
Asking myself, what was I doing
My happiness, I'm so quick to ruin. So quick to ruin
I'm finding it harder to do
All of this pain I harbor for you
Controlling my moods
I do not know what to do
You say I'm using you
But think about who's using who
Think about who's using who
What do I do? What do I do? What do I do
All of this pain, but nothing is new
I'm taking these feelings. I'm walking them through
This is for me, not for you
This is for me, not for you

When I look back and think of you
I can say sorry, but it's not true
Maybe I wasn't enough
No longer you feeling my touch
I guess I'm giving it up