Maryn Charlie - Welcome To My Brain Lyrics

You may say that I'm perfect and believe that I'm the next best thing
Or that I kinda suck
My ears will swallow up but my brain will spit it out, a pile of words I won't be
Picking up
'Cause I'm already doubting the next thing
I just wanna be carefree existing
But the wires in my veins are programmed in a way that nothing's ever good
Enough

No nothing's ever good enough

Welcome to my brain
My matter over mind brain
My make it or you die brain
Always playing with fire brain
Welcome to my brain
My never satisfied brain
My I'm falling behind brain
Always scared of the highs brain

Did I push you away? Am I too blue for your taste?
Did I make you wish I'd bitten my tongue?
I'm in a staredown with pain, hearing it whisper my name
'Wouldn't it be safer to mess up?'
'Cause I already play down my own wins, maybe I'm bad at existing
But the wires in my veins are programmed in a way that nothing's ever good
Enough

Welcome to my brain
My matter over mind brain
My make it or you die brain
Always playing with fire brain
Welcome to my brain
My never satisfied brain
My I'm falling behind brain
Always scared of the highs brain

I framed all my dreams but I hung them on paper thin walls
I can't look too long at them thinking of anything other than how they'll eventually
Fall

Welcome to my brain
My sleepless every night brain
My way too f*cking shy brain
Always scared of goodbye brain