Mask of Sanity - Alive? Lyrics

Watch as the sun begins to descend
Time to lay your head to rest
And your thoughts begin to race
Reminding of your disgrace

I am alive
But why do I not feel alive
This hate I hold overwhelms
And it burns like hell

Once again you are denied
Of your most desires
And you know your frustrations
Stems from constant failure

I am alive
But why do I not feel alive
This hate I hold overwhelms
And its aimed at myself

In life, you reap what you sow
You sow what you know
And all you seem to know
Is Sorrow

No
Quit your bitching
You've always been
Quick to give in
This ain't living