I'm feeling calm but I'm never relaxed
I feel it coming but I'm holding it back
I'm on the edge but I never attack
I'm straight off the moment
But I still come back like that
I'm a strong man, weaker than I once was
Weed and bramble still hard to handle
I can hold my own if you need me
I'm standing here, can you see me?
Sometimes I'm standing where I wanna be
Sometimes I hate you but you feel so nice
I know you think I'm gone
But I'm all in, don't get me wrong
Sometimes I know I'm gonna lose it
I'm all caught up, I'm faking
Without you I'd be gone
Don't get me wrong, don't get me wrong
I got a past but it's present tense
I keep it covered like it's rubber cement
I got a side that you ain't seen yet
I know I'm looking dry but I'm feeling soaking wet
I'm a razor walking on a tight thread
A contradiction stranger than the fiction
I'm flying blind but I can see you
Don't run away, I still need you
Sometimes I'm standing where I wanna be
Sometimes I hate you but you feel so nice
I know you think I'm gone
But I'm all in, don't get me wrong
Sometimes I know I'm gonna lose it
I'm all caught up, I'm faking
Without you I'd be gone
But don't get me wrong, don't get me wrong
Now can you hear me?
Say how you're feeling
We tie all the lines we've drawn
And let's just hold on
Sometimes I'm standing where I wanna be
Sometimes I hate you but you feel so nice
I know you think I'm gone
But I'm all in, don't get me wrong
Sometimes I know I'm gonna lose it
I'm all caught up, I'm faking
Without you I'd be gone
Don't get me wrong, don't get me wrong