Much Different Video (MV)

I ain't feelin' much different
Lost some people but that's part of the business
I was raised in the citrus
Low key life but I'm livin' so fearless
I'm just growing so distant
Felt so much pain now I'm turning resistant
But my hearts thinkin' different
My brain my heart it's just all losing interest
Shit was all good shit was all fine
Shit was alright tell you wanna switch sides
Expressed my love expressed my life
You f*cked with my head got me wishin' I'd die
But I won't trip I won't cry
Even though I struggle to sleep at night
But this that life this that fight
And I won't quit tell I give up my life
I pray to the moon but who really there
You ruined my heart but who really care
So much shit left my momma so scared
If I did it again I'd get ripped a new pair
My family been scared for me
Close one's scared of me
But y'all ain't my enemies
I'm ready to go 6 feet
Did shit I can't take back
I wish to reset but I'll probably relapse
I'm just gonna leave it all in the past
Just work on myself I just need to relax
I'm keeping it trill I'm speaking the facts
I'm stuck in a circle I'm caught in the traps
I'm drinking my sorrow it don't fix the gaps
My stress feeling low but it's reaching the max
Heard my rights heard my wrongs
Heard my fights heard my songs
I'm losing my head losing my soul
I'm losing my mind I'm out of control
I need someone I need a down chick
I'm tryna lay up ion want no trick
I'm missin' the times I'm missin' the rides
I'm missin when shit was just alright
Shit was all good shit was all fine
Shit was alright tell you wanna switch sides
Expressed my love expressed my life
You f*cked with my head got me wishin' I'd die
But I won't trip I won't cry
Even though I struggle to sleep at night
But this that life this that fight
And I won't quit tell I give up my life