Mathi$ - Much Older Lyrics

I ain't getting much older
Feel like I'll die if I lack for a moment
Expect to be bolder
I fight so hard then my heart gets broken
My heart getting colder
It's just a thing wipe the dust off my shoulder
Should've been trust, nah
Shouldn't have said I loved her
I ain't getting much older
Feel like I'll die if I like for a moment
Expect to be bolder
I fight so hard then my heart gets broken
My heart getting colder
It's just a thing wipe the dust off my shoulder
Should've been trust, nah
Shouldn't have said I loved her
Cold-hearted menace but I stick to my roots
I stay from the bottles I stay from the juice
It would help the pain but so would a noose
I won't live my life in jewelry and suits
I hide my pain but I need me a boost
My life so great that's what you assume
Y'all think I'm dead my heart bulletproof
Life so fast like I live a cartoon
My brains fighting demons
Keep myself from screaming
Soon I'll have no feeling
I need a change of seasons
Need to live for a reason there's more to life than counting stacks
Maybe give money to my kids cause once I'm gone there's no coming back
I wanna be remembered but I don't want attention
Its kinda like school when you get a detention
Or break up with hoes and hearin' they cheatin'
That shit kinda hurts its kinda defeatin'
My head in the roof I ain't got no ceiling
Anger when I drive I can't stop speeding
Find a good one and I end up leaving
Then I get home and wonder my meaning
No control in myself, I live in no good ways
Won't believe in myself, but in lord I pray
There's no good days, nah, there's no good days
Yeah, cause nowadays
I ain't getting much older
Feel like I'll die if I lack for a moment
Expect to be bolder
I fight so hard then my heart gets broken
My heart getting colder
It's just a thing wipe the dust off my shoulder
Should've been trust, nah
Shouldn't have said I loved her
I ain't getting much older
Feel like I'll die if I like for a moment
Expect to be bolder
I fight so hard then my heart gets broken
My heart getting colder
It's just a thing wipe the dust off my shoulder
Should've been trust, nah
Shouldn't have said I loved her
It's hard to trust when you know what's on the line
I Had her heart I thought she was mine
Ask if I'm good I'll say I'm fine
But deep inside I want to die
So much stress just fills my mind
My brain just thinkin all the time
To many questions I've done no crime
Work 9-5 I go full time
What you want from me I can't give to you
Text I love and I need you, why you keep pressing this issue
I thought we was meant to be I wish I never met you
U love hurting me now I'm back with you
I always get played I come back in and you cheat everyday
I wanted loyalty at end a the day
F*ck this love shit I need a new way
You breaking my heart then your breaking my neck
I only want you there ain't no one next
You wasting my time I could get to a Check
Your hurting my brain u turned me a wreck
I ain't getting much older
Feel like I'll die if I lack for a moment
Expect to be bolder
I fight so hard then my heart gets broken
My heart getting colder
It's just a thing wipe the dust off my shoulder
Should've been trust, nah
Shouldn't have said I loved her
I ain't getting much older
Feel like I'll die if I like for a moment
Expect to be bolder
I fight so hard then my heart gets broken
My heart getting colder
It's just a thing wipe the dust off my shoulder
Should've been trust, nah
Shouldn't have said I loved her