Mathis Wellz - Drinking My Sorrows Away Lyrics

Where do I start?
How is my life just falling apart?
Seems like every little step I take is a big mistake and it just hurts hearts
Why am I so delusional?
It's confusing yo
I just wanna keep to myself so I don't bother a soul
The louder I yell the further I go
And I take it to a place in my head where I'm evil as a demon
Ready to snap any minute I could break away from being human
Where have my morals gone?
Why is my sorrow stronger than my happiness?
Feels like my mind is gone
And I can't make no excuses for my actions, but usually it's just this alcohol
Sitting on my bed right now just drinking wondering when will God just call
My faith has been shaken my world has been breaking down to dust
And I'm just standing in the midst of this destruction
I've been corrupted
Tuned into a different channel my station has been interrupted
But while that I'm in this drought and I'm in this doubt at least
I've learned a bit of something
Every bit of nothing
What am I really saying?
Man I'm just talkin
And

Why am I just sitting here something is bothering me?
Please tell me something
And every time I drink all these demons are following me
I wanna drink my sorrows away
Drink my sorrows away
Drink my sorrows away
Drink my sorrows away

Look at all this pain I've caused
Seems like there's no way out even though all
The doors around me are open
I'm coping with this and hoping
That I don't get angry and go off on a loved one
But I'm sorry that I'm like this but f*ck will anyone listen?
Why is it that everyone's right, but when I talk it they say that I'm bitchin
Like I'm trying to destroy, but I'm always fixing
Man I'm sick of this shit man
Feeling like a mime just blocked in
Everyone's movin, but in sitting still like a mannequin
Panicking while they're nip picking away at my cranium
I just been thinking
What if I wasn't here?
Would you shed a tear?
Would you go to my grave every f*ckin year?
But I'm just stuck right here
Saying f*ck it might as well open a beer
Physically here, but I'm gone to another world
And I'm mentally scarred
So far I can handle the shit be a man about it and just stand in the shit
Most of everything has happened I never even planned on the shit
So I put a fan on the shit
Then I walk away wondering what I'll even do the next day
I don't even know what to say

Why am I just sitting here something is bothering me?
Please tell me something!
And every time I drink all these demons are following me
I wanna drink my sorrows away
Drink my sorrows away
Drink my sorrows away
Drink my sorrows away