Find.Peace. Video (MV)

I been trynna find peace
I been trynna go to sleep
But I seem to be trouble
By my all the dreams
I been trynna find peace
I've been seeking to be better
But there's always a thing
That comes
In between
And that is me
I've been trynna find peace
But everyday
For me is just another fight
Another life
Under the sun
It rains
It pours
And all I do is stay afloat
And all I do is stay afloat
I go with the
Flow
Of
Life
I try to change like all the seasons
Searching for something
Giving a meaning
Or a reason
So I can understand
The pain
And Not let it turn into hate
Or rage
Many days I screamed
Doubting god's decisions
Asking why me
What has gotten into you ?
I know I made mistakes
And Created many scars that will never go away
But
I tried to pay my debt
To let you understand that I regret
Every decision that I've made
Cause now I see and comprehend
That all the damage that I make
Is suffering that I Inflict onto myself
So I Sustained the pressure
That you put me under
And the cards I'm dealt
I play
The game
And lose
And to be honest
I Don't think that is fair
Coming from you
I pray to you
And all you do
Is stay on the sidelines
While I try to survive in this island
All alone with myself
Got me feeling like an
OutKast
Cause I'm chasing what many cannot see
Could you please answer me
Can you please answer me
I see myself In everything around me
Like the world
Depicting my image
I can see the distance
Between the past and future
And the limits
That I been given by
Society
Now that I am older
I understand that
Is Fallacy
I see how the time is nothing but a pure illusion
The present means eternity if you know what it means to you
From birth to funeral
Is a school
That makes you analyze
And Realize
With your own eyes
That everything happening to you always has meaning
It's part of a bigger plan
You don't need to see it
You gotta believe it
I been trying to find peace
I been trynna find
God is always within me
And All the answers that I be Needing are inside of my chest
And I won't be getting any rest
Until I do what my heart explains
I been trynna find peace
I been trynna find peace
I been trynna find peace
I been trynna find peace
I been trynna go to sleep
But I seem to be trouble
By my all the dreams
Listen
I been trynna find peace
I've been seeking to be better
But there's always a thing
That comes
In between
And that is me
And that is me