Feeling like I have been doubted for way too long and maybe
Maybe
I
Don't
Got to listen to them but
Maybe
Maybe
A Lotta voices speaking
A lotta eyes are creeping
They watching every move and giving me all their opinions
Feeling like I may be lost
Want to run way
Been looking for peace
But all keep on finding is pain
I went ahead and follow my heart and my intuition
It cost me more than anything and been having some issues
Family is looking different
They don't talk the Same
I wish that they would listen
And support but that's okay
Praying every night
Seeking for some guidance
A way to get out of this rut that I just keep on finding
But all I need Dead presidents to feed me
To go abroad and buy some jewels I don't need
All I wish for is to break the cycle
Be able to pay the mortgage of my parents household
Quit the job thats taking the life outta me
Go chase the future that I see
Before I go to sleep
But it was all a dream
Biggie said it best
Maybe all I got is passion and is my head
Maybe I have to let it go
Just forget
Maybe I got to listen to those voices in my head
Feeling like I have been doubted for way too long and maybe
Maybe
I
Don't
Got to listen to them but
Maybe
Maybe
I have felt so distant from myself
And I been dying
Wanting to go out
And Ask for some help
And I wish I could go back in time to see into my eyes and speak some truth into my mind
And pick me up from the darkest places I been in
Cause all this time I've been my own therapist
My reflection is the one who has been staying by my side throughout the day and night
The clouds are one of the only few that just come around
I never let all the emotions out
I keep hoping
That one day things may change
But it all still the same
I aim to be the best
But I guess it ain't enough
Maybe I need to run away
Feeling like I have been doubted for way too long and maybe
Maybe
I
Don't
Got to listen to them but
Maybe
Maybe
I gotta get payed
But to what expense
Do I wanna reach an age where I cannot go back
With a
List full of regrets
That I may go and talk
With my friends and realize that time does fly
Well It does
One thing is to waste it and the other one is to never used it
You put it to work you went and blew it
Just cause you didn't want to risk it
Now its to late and we at you funeral
You missed it