Matt Paige - Jump Out / Pavie Vibez Lyrics

Shit wen I jump I might fly
Same hoes that slept on me
Been giving me eyes
I gotta heart that's full of love
They tried to waste what's inside
I never said that much in school
Was to myself & Stayed quiet
I wrote my rhymes in my notebook
Not one who tried me survived
I had some ups I had my downs
Too much weight on my mine
I Guess that mean we bout to blow
I hope my hope stay alive
I have conversations with ghost
Sometimes they help with my writing
Been fighting demons to the left of me
At war with my pride and I feel like...
N***as switch up & bitches dont want you til they know fasho u that n***a
That's how that go tho
You never know til you know tho
All I Know is when
When I blow Don't
Do the most in the front row
Where I'm from them boys on go
Where I'm from them boys want smoke
Where I'm from they say I'm next
But I hate hearing that shit tho
Lock myself inside the yo
Come out that bitch with some gold
I'll take that burden but I hate to be the depended on
I did all this independent
Spent my last on my equipment
I invested in myself
I plan to get back every penny
They don't feel ya til a million
They don't miss ya til they kill ya
I would talk bout all the times they counted me out but, that'd take a minute,
I gave em love they gave me lessons
Be damned if I stress on that shit
Life too short to chase these hoes
With the tracks in
Ain't got time to play madden
I been tryna break habits
Just Lookin forward to not lookin backwards, yea

I never give myself credit
That's just the way I move
Shit My work ethics way better
When it's some shit to prove
But not to you, to myself
Only compete with myself
So if I get Ahead of myself
Or trip and fall it's no sweat
I'll always keep it moving
My favorite artist said
"You can't fail til you quit"
Applied that to the Music
Applied that to the school shit
Applied that to everyday life
It really helped me boss up
And get thru shit... That's all I wanna do here
Change a life for the better
It's bigger then just rapping
It's bigger than a mansions
It's realer than jewelry they flashing
Possessions don't last ya
Can't fit all things in the casket
Just Tryna recapture that vibe
That we had back on Pavie
Recording and laughing
If I could go back I'd do it the same
I got some good out the bad
I got my looks from my mama
Got my left hook from my dad
I got the game from my brother
I gotta book full of thoughts
I always rhyme in my head
I got some songs in a vault
Incase they find me some where
Just Leak the tape when I'm gone
And call it "Oh now you care"
Ain't talk to Bro in so long
We used to be tight as hell
I heard some shit he said bout me
I wanna speak on it
But he don't answer calls
I guess I'll do the shit here...
Tired of losing my peers
But who the f*ck cares
Been running low on f*cks I could give
The trust that I'd give ain't weigh up
To the F*ck shit they did but shit
I'm still up in this bitch
10 years of being slept on'll
Make anybody wonder and shit
Have you doubting yourself
I been Running from shit
I been facing my problems
Put em in blunt's what I meant
Like David Blane, got outta chains
Why would I cuff up a trick...
Thank God for growth
Writes these songs for my soul
Write these wrongs in phone
Left me right when I had needed em most
Now how that go?
It's been a while I had to press the button
Before I lie I swear to god I'd rather Tell ya nothing
Been tryna iron out some problems if I press the subject
Come off depressed or hurting I'm sorry
Done tryna satisfy people I promise
Especially those who ain't accomplish a thing & acknowledge
Me as just a kid that wanna rap
And smoke weed in apartments
Chasing all my dreams
I'd rather that Than 5 years at a college
Just to graduate and have to fight for some job in an office...
You can keep that shit, really don't want it. Especially after what
My niece just told me
She said one day I'd make her dreams come true, she seemed so confident
Bout it, So f*ck who sleeping on me
F*ck I look like just quitting
Before I reach it Brodie
F*ck I look like not eatin up every beat
I'm on and relating to all these people thats really needing someone