All this anxiety from having to fit inside of a broken society
Where people just lie to me say they on the side of me
But won't ride wit me down for the cause just down for themselves
Need a little bit of money just to get some help
Do it by yourself or you know you won't get it
People say they down, then go n forget it
Let's me know that they won't really wit it
Keep me around Incase I'm a meal ticket
If I get the money then we'll still kick it
If I don't get the money then I won't exist
Another potential money scheme off of the list
Got me sitting pissed staring into the deep abyss
Wondering if I'll slip or get my grip
Damn my stomach is sick, is this it?
Shit maybe I missed
Where did you go and when will I know and I'm losing hope I'm slipping off the
Where did you go and when will I know and I'm losing hope I'm slipping off the
I don't gotta diss the homies no subliminal
Got a couple people they don't see the vision tho
What's you suppose to do in this life when you missing hope
Listen tho, ayo
Let me tell you what it's like a day in my shoes
You wake up everyday and you prepared to lose
Tryna find a way to win but there ant no use
So that's what it feels like and I'm my chest real tight
Panicking on the edge can't get out of my bed
I need some better meds get this letter read it's all in my head
So that's what they say but they don't got to deal with this shit every single day
I'm slipping off the rope and I'm hoping I don't choke life is like a joke
But I'm not laughing i sit inside this house all day just rapping
Hoping that and wishing just for something to happen
Where did you go and when will I know and I'm losing hope I'm slipping off the
Where did you go and when will I know and I'm losing hope I'm slipping off the