MattOxi - Walking Lyrics

Ayo if this helps anybody, that's what I do it for

I overdosed laying on the bathroom floor
Mixing klonopin with alcohol I never did that before
Couple hours go by moms kicking in the door
Just to find me on the ground n I didn't make a sound
She was standing over me slapping me in the face
Almost called the ambulance just cause I didn't awake
Felt like I was taking a nap and everything turned black
I didn't know where I was at n if I would ever come back
But now I'm back to it and I'm ready to do it
I hit em with the music and now my dreams are getting lucid
I make sure it got a purpose cause I'm tired of feeling of nervous
N I'm tryna my purpose when living on the surface of this earth
N it's getting crazy doing this shit daily
Lately I don't know if they hate me or if they love me
It feels like everyone else is so up and above me
And i just hit the bottom because my life's getting ugly

I'm never giving up I came up out the rough
I'm bound to make it happen I just gotta keep pushing
They wanna see me mad they wanna see me sad
I wanna speak the real but I'm the one that they shushing
But I'm the last one that you could put in a box
You get me in there you'll need more than a lock
I ant no God but on these beats I walk
I ant no God but they'll nail me to a cross

I overdosed laying on the living room couch
Twelve in the morning ant nobody here to help me
Popping all them Vicodin talking all the edibles
Felt like my soul was coming up outta my body
I was tryna pull it back and something in my head told me
To get up don't go to sleep and I listened to it
I shot right back up felt like I was pushed up
Like another being was there to help me through it to do it
N I'm back now feeling like I'm two point O
Now I hit em with the flow and that's the sober flow
Never going over no more no laying on the bathroom floor
Or up on that couch I'm not having no funeral
I got up outta that house and now I'm in a new one
It's like a new legacy inside of me has begun
I'm on the dark side of the moon looking at the sun
I thank God everyday I didn't die so young

I'm never giving up I came up out the rough
I'm bound to make it happen I just gotta keep pushing
They wanna see me mad they wanna see me sad
I wanna speak the real but I'm the one that they shushing
But I'm the last one that you could put in a box
You get me in there you'll need more than a lock
I ant no God but on these beats I walk
I ant no God but they'll nail me to a cross