I wake up in the same old bed
Can't find my mind in my own head
When I was weak and you were strong
How many times did I have to say that something was
Wrong
I don't feel alive
So I'll stay up at night
Forget that life, that I had
When I was nine
I used to laugh at shows on the tv
Now I turn it on just to drown my misery
I lay there with smile right on my face
No one knows, no one knows there place
Ooooh with my right on my face
Making changes, to fill the spaces
And all the familiar faces
Separate and leave us spacious
I don't feel alive
So I'll stay up at night
Forget that life, that I had
When I was nine