I used to
Drink a bottle just to bandage the pain
And then wake up in the morning to feel damaged the same
Am I going insane
Sip and swerve through the lane
Anger stabbing through the breathe of every word the I'm saying
Severed ties I Told em to take it lightly
The closest people I be around started to not invite me
Broken windows broken bones
Broken phones
Broken bottles in the streets and police at the break of dawn
Broken families wishing I could save the day for mom
But frequently mistook my weaknesses for being strong
Roll the bomb marijuan just to keep me calm
Looking for a place to escape just to keep me gone
Who could believe it
The wonders That I ain't dead
Now I know Its hard to do
What the voices had never said
I wouldn't be who I am now if it wasn't for back then
And for the first time I'm comfortable in my head
Breathe in
Breathe out
Momma said everything gunna' be okay
When the rain stop and the moon goes down
The suns out it's gone be a bright n brand new day
Breathe in
Breathe out
Momma said everything gunna' be okay
When the rain stop and the moon goes down
The suns out it's gone be a bright n brand new day
I used to
Wake up in the morning finish the 5th
I Guess I thought the family curse woulda came with a gift
Feel like my father handed me a 40 ounce and spliff
And sent me gone with the wind with no one catching my drift
Back In high school when pill popping was candy Land
Few screws loose and ya plug turn to a handy man
You ain't got no bitches tonight I'll give me a handy man
Hand me down a cup and some Xanys we'll go to Aunties Anne's
College came clean the table like a molly maid
Now everybody can see the perfect person mommy made
Back in the day when them bullies punk me and called me names
You know shit always change
And Now they prolly lames
Some times I need to relax head in my wax pen
Every distraction has got me talking round the room
I Heard there's Twins on the way
The kids gunna play but sorry momma
Only one of us is gunna' be walking out the womb
Breathe in
Breathe out
Momma said everything gunna' be okay
When the rain stop and the moon goes down
The suns out it's gone be a bright n brand new day
Breathe in
Breathe out
Momma said everything gunna' be okay
When the rain stop and the moon goes down
The suns out it's gone be a bright n brand new day