MC Conkie Tonk - Kwest (Peyote Buttons) Lyrics

I got questions for the answer
While I suffer through the night
Avoiding my reflection
In the mirrors of my mind
Don't take the time
Don't read no signs
A fear of change paralyzed
Running from the nothin'
Through the black
Of my design
Stillness leave me breathing
Through the coffin in my chest
Ticking away the time
Recant the lies
Of my confess
On callused hands
And battered knees
Crawl to love
Myself and freeze
Cause who was I to ever think
That I could have a life of dreams
But I deserve to live a life
That is my absolute best
Put down the hesitance
An just love it with intent
Try an feel my feelings
Steada hiding behind a fence
That guards a wounded spirt

Peyote Buttons
KWEST
Peyote Buttons
KWEST
Peyote Buttons
KWEST
Peyote Buttons
KWEST

Large and in charge when I'm
Rolling down the boulevard
Desert mission fishing
For a vision and division
From the heart and the mind
Of the space and the time
I be flowing like the water
Steada going with the grind
From time to time
I put myself in stress
Forgot about the kwest
While I caught up with the rest
I acquiesce
I getting well

Peyote Buttons
KWEST
Peyote Buttons
KWEST
Peyote Buttons
KWEST
Peyote Buttons
KWEST

KWEST, KWEST
KWEST, KWEST

Peyote button
Show me sumthin'
All these thoughts
Are good for nothing
Struggling
Wit feeling colors
Black has been my
Cloak and dagger
Keep me safe
An keep me cold
An keep me distant
From the whole
I never been the one
No no I never could be told
Am I walking on the red
Or am I running from the blue
I been lying to myself
While I be making up the truth
I be hiding from your eyes
Cause I know you seeing through
Still love running with the devil
He getting little long in the tooth
Wanna spread my wings
While I be laying down my roots
Can I stop for self reflection
While I'm shuffling these boots
Can I give myself forgiveness
For the crimes I've done unto
Not the others but myself
When I caught up in the gloom
But it really clear and simple
Yeah there ain't that much to do
Just pop peyote button
Make my heart go boom
Yeah, loving on that button
Make my heart go boom