The envy
The envy
Say what you want, what you want about me
Say what you want I know that I've got me
The envy
The envy
Say what you want, what you want about me
I don't feel nothin' when I'm rollin' my weed
Don't be so hard on yourself boy you have nothing to prove
Don't be movin' shaky b you've got nothing to lose
But everything to achieve
Some may disagree
But most of 'em want the tea and you's a tall sip
Aw shit
Ball tip
I ain't the referee
But I'll blow the whistle on makin' all of my kids believe
That you can have it all on God's green earth
But ain't no way in hell its comin' at you if you don't retrieve
Best believe, it is what it's meant to be
Do it for the love and that's exactly how you will receive
I did it for the thrill cuz that's exactly what the people need
That, some good drink, bad bitches and better weed
The money really be the only thing that gets to me
Cuz I was told to go and get it from a young G, after my degree
Little known fact
If you ain't known that, fast money comes with its own fees
And in a world full of shade you buy your own trees
Aw man, woe me
Now I'm hella cheesed
God damn this thing called life
I'm sure I can go out on the streets and find a better tease like
Damn mama, is this who I'm meant to be?
God damn mama, can't I just succeed
She texted me back telling me to slow it down cuz
It was what it was and it is what it has to be
Eye roll
Eye roll
Aw jeeze, here we go
Not again
Oh my golly
Lessons of where I can't go and who's a better friend
She said you can't be in no trenches without a veteran
These words aren't yours but for a better man
Look up at who chose you and be a better them
Then go chase that dream down until the better end
Cuz life's too sweet to go down a bitter end
Doubts in your mind are only there to deceive you
So I roll with the punches cuz they be hella see through
It's only when you're gone that they wanna grieve you
Until then, go make 'em mad in your Evisu
Pain in my ego, anger to the people
All she had to do was trust me, now she's turned my love evil
Sittin' down, asking myself why she never loved me
Only to hear her say how could you put anything else above me
The day you chose to kiss me you had me feelin' lucky
Now I look in the mirror and I'm feelin' hella ugly
Gym clothes, pink toes and flat tummy tea
Is that want you want before I get your loyalty
I forgive way too easily to forget
Heroic flaw or one of my many regrets
Worst part is I still love you and you can't tell
I'll always be here but nah we'll never gel