McCall - Easy Lyrics

I chased ya
Til my ankles
Sank deep into the sand
Out loud I said
"I'm gonna jump
If you don't love me how I want."
God, so melodramatic
I believed it when I said it
But I've been finding my peace
Think I don't need it
Like I thought I did, oh

And I never thought I'd say it
Oh, I never thought I'd say it

I thought, to be a dream,
You'd have to be the death of me
I thought
I'd have to end up bleeding
A silent, kind release
Right when I decided I was done
Then it all came so easy
So easy

Boulevards and boardwalks
Found myself getting drowned out
In the cheap talk
Felt like if I didn't suffer, I was worth nothing
I'd pay for it
One way or another
Addicted to the sadness
So desperate, so tragic
But I've been finding my center
It gets better...

I thought, to be a dream,
You'd have to be the death of me
I thought
I'd have to end up bleeding
A silent, kind release
Right when I decided I was done
Then it all came so easy
So easy