Depression Video (MV)

I don't know what I'm supposed to do anymore
I just been going through it
Depression, anxiety, envy and jealousy all of the things that I know are inside of me
Taking these drugs, even though I know that one day they'll lie to me
Thought I'd just stick to the weed but I realized theres too much variety
And what I been doing is frowned upon by our higher society
I wanna get better, feeling depleted and under the weather
Nobody talking to me when I'm down but I know
When I'm up they gon' come back around
Funny how life works
Everyone talking bout popping prescriptions, influence the children
Then they addicted they say that its light work
Guess I don't get it
Why you promoting these drugs that been tearing these families apart?
Family should be your biggest priority I put that shit on my heart
My hearts on my sleeve, all of my pain is so visible why is it nobody sees
All of the anger I feel in a week
Sometimes I feel like I already peaked, f*ck
Yeah, sometimes I feel like I already peaked, f*ck
Yeah, sometimes I feel like I
Addiction is stronger than metal and steel
I'm worried bout how this shit making me feel
Trying to just get away for a minute but I know that all of my problems are real
Depression, anxiety, envy and jealousy all of the things that I know are inside of me
Taking these drugs, even though I know that one day they'll lie to me
Thought I'd just stick to the weed but I realized theres too much variety
And what I been doing is frowned upon by our higher society
This how I cope, why am I stuck on the dope?
Trying to fight all my demons my demons are sayin to tie up the rope
I talk with them and they talking back to me
Said my life is a bitter tragedy
Said that I should go and kill myself and that suicide is what is has to be
Nowadays I'm fighting demons and its clear to me they're fighting back
But they never give in, never give up, and I don't know how to fight with that
But I think its over, think I'm done
I don't know where else I can run
Imma pop another f*cking pill and then say that it was all just for fun
Depression, anxiety, envy and jealousy all of the things that I know are inside of me
Taking these drugs, even though I know that one day they'll lie to me
Thought I'd just stick to the weed but I realized theres too much variety
And what I been doing is frowned upon by our higher society