MC-Coy - Distant Lyrics

Uh yeah, now I'm feeling distant
Cutting people off cuz they couldn't be consistent
Records goin up and not anyone is fiction
The way I'm making money now they calling it commission
Uh yeah, now I'm feeling distant
Cutting people off cuz they couldn't be consistent
Records goin up and not anyone is fiction
The way I'm making money now they calling it commission
Say it with conviction, these motherf*ckers lying
People swallow pills but ain't nobody swallow pride
Ain't nobody talking like they got some shit to hide
So I put it all on wax, I ain't never let it slide look
I been thinking my anxiety is talking to me
Where is god, only see the devil walking to me
Tried to get up out of it but couldn't find an exit
Stuck inside my head while drinking bottles of depression
Now I'm feeling restless, I ain't gettin sleep
So the demons start to call me when the sun is bout to creep
People tryna follow me that's how I know they sheep
If I die from an overdose it ain't no little peep
Ain't no disrespect I'm saying imma be a top tier
Half these rappers fake, you can tell with how they got here
Imma be the greatest you can see in my complexion
The people that I left behind ain't even worth the mention
Uh yeah, now I'm feeling distant
Cutting people off cuz they couldn't be consistent
Records goin up and not anyone is fiction
The way I'm making money now they calling it commission
Uh yeah, now I'm feeling distant
Cutting people off cuz they couldn't be consistent
Records goin up and not anyone is fiction
The way I'm making money now they calling it commission
People tried to front on me and tell me that they cared
Til I asked em how they felt about it said that they were scared
Said that I should quit cuz people thinking that I'm square
So I had to cut em off and act like they were never there
See people gonna f*ck with you and tell you that you great
Then when you be dropping music they just coming back wit hate
Then they try to chill wit you and act like you was straight
Now I'm mentally unstable with these suicidal traits but
It ain't until the hits come they saying I should stand down
Lyrically a murderer like Jason on the camp ground
Me verse the world I'm a man down
Pulled the pin on the grenade and let em see it with my hands out
How could I explain every way I'm in distress
Shit ain't been the same since the day that my bitch left
Now I've lost it, mentally unconscious
Music be the only thing thats really being constant
Feeling lost and, I'm runnin' out of of options
Now I'm thinking better sorry than be cautious
But Im nauseous , looking for the best version
Hard when all my music's being wrote by a depressed person
Yeah, said it's hard when all my music's being wrote by a depressed person
F*ck, said it's hard when all my music's being wrote by a depressed person
Uh yeah, now I'm feeling distant
Cutting people off cuz they couldn't be consistent
Records goin up and not anyone is fiction
The way I'm making money now they calling it commission
Uh yeah, now I'm feeling distant
Cutting people off cuz they couldn't be consistent
Records goin up and not anyone is fiction
The way I'm making money now they calling it commission