Haven't been feelin' myself lately Tryna find the right rhythm and the right
Words Tryna get myself back and into the same rhythm
I don't understand anything that I keep on saying
Keep on rappin' up low, keep on overthinkin' Keep on goin' so hard like I don't understand
Tryna make that million Tryna make that honest dollar
Twenty bucks, twenty bucks Tryna go through to that drug stop
I'm tryna get it goin' Hard life, not life
Tryna get it goin' Twenty-two goin' on twenty-three
Yes, I know F*ckin' hate life
I'm tryna get it goin' In my back of my mind
This is how you like it now Yes, I know
Demons, crazy bitches hittin' my line All the DMs hittin' my phone
I don't wanna answer it I don't wanna get up
I don't wanna breathe I don't wanna keep on opening up my eyes
I just wanna sleep forever Tryna think about the broken moments
Tryna put back all my f*ckin' moments Tryna put back all the broken pieces
Of my broken heart And this is how you wanna keep on getting down
Never once will I ever let a broken hope
Broke my heart ever again Tryna get it goin' like you don't understand