Me - The Snap Lyrics

If I could go back
Back before the snap
I'd save you I'm sorry

I was sober a year but than I f*cked it up
Wasn't drinking wasn't taking any drugs
I didn't even have the erg but the second
That my boy left earth I was filled with the
Serge to self destruct|
Maybe I just cant cope with the fact that i'll
Never be enough I don't fit in so I act I'm ice
Cold to the touch I lie to my peers but they
Call my bluff I'm not really here
I'm a shadow I'm dust lost at the snap I ran out
Of f*cks shoot me down if you want the world
Is not enough gravity couldn't stop me do you feel
The rush I'm grimy I'm grinding momentum I'm climbing
Staring at the stars and their beauty is blinding
Reminiscing of all the times we spent vibing
Vibing damn

I was just thinking of you like I always do I was
So close to quitting this rap shit I admit it but
I'm gonna keep on fighting, I'm gonna keep on
Writing I'm gonna keep on living I'm gonna keep
On loving
I'm gonna keep my faith I'm gonna keep on trusting
I'm gonna do it for you I'm gonna do it for us I'm gonna
Do it for you I'm gonna do it for us|

The meaning that you gave me I try but have trouble
Explaining without complaining, nobody even knew
That we were dating baby, but then I had to watch you
Go as you started fading if life's a game I'm tried of playing
I called for god I'm tired of praying
You called the shots now our team is breaking in need of
A leader in need of some closure, in need of some help (help)
Staying sober
We just started our journey now how is it over
In the time of a snap you were gone just as fast, in the time of
A snap you were gone just as fast
I will bring you back no ifs or Ands and the one who stole you
Away will drop to his knees Apologizing while in so much pain
The though is excruciating,I'm telling you in the time of a snap
I will bring you back that's Facts in I will bring you back that's facts

I just wish we could go back, like the avengers but we cant before the snap
But we can this is reality the only thing we can control is the now
The snap