MEARA - Last October Lyrics

Don't know where else to find you
So I've been looking around the bay
Trying not to remind you
All of the reasons to run away
'Cause this could be the end of something great
All the memories of all the big mistakes I made
It could be gone tomorrow
So I'm gonna live it out for today
Do you hear me
Can you hear the thunder
It's starting to steer me underwater and now I know
That I should've just taken the road
I've been thinking 'bout you since last October
Not the one last fall, but the one before that
Isn't much to be getting over
It's been a while, but your smile keeps on driving me mad
Thinking 'bout you since
We were strangers and the stars in my eyes
Hadn't faded and I wasn't so wise
Last October
I've been all kinds of nervous
Thinking about the way things could be
Keep it beneath the surface
Some things you really don't need to see
Cause you could tell me I'm a maniac
All the conversations full of double backs we've had
I really wish I could help it
But I can't help if it's meant to be
Do you hear me
Can you hear the thunder
I'm trying to clear the wonder clouding my state of mind
'Cause I make a mistake and I'm blind
I've been thinking 'bout you since last October
Not the one last fall, but the one before that
Isn't much to be getting over
It's been a while, but your smile keeps on driving me mad
Thinking 'bout you since
Nothing mattered and we ever just talked
Pictures shattered all across the sidewalk
Last October
And it's only a twist of fate that we were meant to be
In the very same time and place when we were seventeen
So you tell me your heart, it broke, you need the remedy
Hope if this is our last October you'll remember me
Thinking 'bout you since last October
Not the one last fall, but the one before that
Isn't much to be getting over
It's been a while, but your smile keeps on driving me mad
Thinking 'bout you since
You looked at me in the summer sun's glow
Makes me happy so much more than you know
Last October
Thinking 'bout you since last October
Not the one last fall, but the one before that
Isn't much to be getting over
It's been a while, but your smile keeps on driving me mad
Thinking 'bout you since
October, last October, mmm
October, last October, hey
October, last October, mmm
October, last October