The Medic - Find One Lyrics

I'm just hoping that one day we find a way up
One day we find a way up
Living out my dreams, I don't wanna wake up
I don't ever wanna wake up

I think about this with every single breath I take, every single move I make
I don't ever hesitate, and I know maybe you're hurt
Let me try to medicate, put my feelings in a song hoping that you can relate
Yeah, and lately I ain't been myself
We all have our off days, keep it moving always
Skipping class with the homies
Rapping in them hallways
Improving every aspect, become a jack of all trades
Kanye mindset is what I have
I starve with my homies so I'll break my bread in half
Loyalty is royalty, man that's how the saying goes
And plenty have screwed me over so I started laying low
Making goals to attain, also going through pain
Dealing with all of these issues
Tryna find a new lane before it's too late
Why'd I worry bout a new date?
Gave my love to the wrong one, don't know what to say
See I did my best for someone that left my heartbroken
My homie told me I should stop searching and start working
Continue with the grind, keep on putting out them rhymes
Everything gon' be alright
Chase a bag, not a chick
Homie it's your time to shine
Eliminating distractions, now you know that I trashed it
Making sure that the tracks lit is my only focus
This is what I live for, no I don't need bogus...

I'm just hoping that one day we find a way up
One day we find a way up
Living out my dreams, I don't wanna wake up
I don't ever wanna wake up

People stressing out cause I ain't been to school in months
I'm committed to this music, it ain't done me wrong once
But I don't want you to think that it makes me a bad person
It just isn't for me, I'm meant for these rap verses
We all deserve to be happy, doing things that we love
Till' I'm buried six feet, and chilling out up above
But some days I start to wonder if this dream will come true
Pray before you overthink, I know God will come through
So I cut everyone off, started working on myself and the ones in my circle
We got each other for help
Now these people from my past hit me up like "how you doing?"
But I'll never forget how they used to hope that I'd be ruined
Then I quit justifying and started to execute it
This has always been the goal, screw a new year resolution
This a season full of dubs, so my team is never losing
Coming with the skill, you can hate but I'mma prove it
Speeding in at the pace of an athlete
Don't get in the way or you gon' get your ass beat
I'm behind the wheel, you can sit in the backseat
Yeah, you can sit in the backseat...