Thinking bout' my actions from a year ago
Lemme try to paint the picture
Hopefully you see it bro
Caught up with the older heads
I was only fourteen, tryna mop the floor clean
Chillin' with some more fiends
Acting like I'm all that
I let them influence me
Being someone that I wasn't
Instead of just doing me
Running with my homie who was sniffing through them wallets
Now I'm getting big like my name Christopher Wallace
I took the path of an artist, shooting for all these targets
All of that, had to drop it
Cuz it wasn't for me
And to be honest, I don't want a quick buck in the streets
While they lighting up a spliff, I'm just blazing these beats
Working on a bunch of writtens while I lay in my sheets
Think I finally found my calling, I can say it with ease
And it's weird seeing those my age poppin more bottles
Who would've thought I could be somebody's role model
Attaining everything I ever wanted feels amazing
I lost a lot of friends, chasing dreams can get crazy
But on the real, I'm happy I'm not in a wreck
I had to tell em one time, medic in effect, yeah
I don't know if they can handle all of this
I suggest the competition might as well just call it quits
Medic in effect, so you know we always got em lit
Even when I'm on top, I'll be steady dropping hits
I don't know if they can handle all of this
I suggest the competition might as well just call it quits
Medic in effect, so you know we always got em lit
Even when I'm on top, I'll be steady dropping hits