I feel like you gave up forever ago
And ever since then the pressure don't stop seeming to grow
Somethings building
And I don't got the measures to cope
Its fine, whatever cuz the lake effect is making me cold
You wear my sweater and act like you ain't part of the problem
I do the same thing and still don't even bother to solve em
You're on my eyelids, see your face whenever I blink
Id gouge my iris but you're still there whenever I think
And I don't wanna sit here missing you all night
Smoking in the whip looking up at the star light
Tryna make sense of everything that's all around me
I'm sitting in this mess and only breathe when you allow me
And I don't want nobody to see me
Cuz I don't think that they'd understand
And when everything is made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And I don't want nobody to see me
Cuz I don't think that they'd understand
And when everything is made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
When everything I touch is meant to be broken
Why do I try every night like i'm hoping
It's the drugs in me
I want you back but I know you'll never see
You'll never see