This is my apology
I wrote it down for you
I hope you that you would hear me out
I know it's long overdue
I know you need to hear these words
I need to hear them too
I'm sorry
I'm only learning
Learning not to need
Someone else to want me
To make me believe I'm truly something
Learning not to run
To the arms of someone
To prove to myself i'm worthy of love
Just as i am
Just for today
I'll learn to be more than okay
You did the best you could
And i admire you for that
But you weren't the one the blame
For all the confidence i lacked
And i'm sorry that I couldn't be
What you needed me to be
I'm sorry
I was only learning
Learning not to need
Someone else to want me
To make me believe I'm truly something
Learning not to run
To the arms of someone
To prove to myself i'm worthy of love
Just as i am
Just for today
I'll learn to be more than okay
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I wanted to love you well
I'm sorry
And i promise
If ever should love again
I'll learn not to need
Someone else to want me
To make me believe I'm truly something
I'll learn not to run
To the arms of someone
To prove to myself i'm worthy of love
Just as i am
Just for today
Just as i am
Just for today
I'll learn to be more than okay