Meghan Irving - Control Lyrics

I don't know if I'm gonna make it
All these plans that I made are forsaken
Overthinking so much that it's takin me
To a place that I don't wanna be at
The stress in my chest will reflect that
Hard to plan for a future that I can't see


I'm not tryna change you
Just tryna change me
Under this duress
Consistently pressed
When my mind can't let me be


It's all about control
Can't seem to let it go
Tryna push it all down
But it comes right back
Hard to live in the now
When I'm thinkin like that
Want to control
And it's takin its toll


Wanna know how it ends
So I don't have to worry
Can't have my vision for the future
All Blurry
Got another voice tellin me to
Take a breath...
Won't be a surprise if I thought of it first
If I'm over prepared
Nobody can get hurt
It all will be fine
If life - stays aligned
With my plan


But it don't work that way
We don't always get a say
Under this duress
Consistently stressed
Cause my mind won't let it rest


It's all about control
Can't seem to let it go
Tryna push it all down
But it comes right back
Hard to live in the now
When I'm thinkin like that
Want to control
And it's takin its toll


[Music Break]


Wanna release my expectations
Just learn to have a little patience
Eliminate this fixation
I know...
I know...
I know...


It's all about control
Can't seem to let it go
Tryna push it all down
But it comes right back
Hard to live in the now
When I'm thinkin like that
Want to control
And it's takin its toll