MEIK. - Musing Lyrics

I'm trying to feel that I'm alive
But all this lost feelings always make me fall
I see all the people living a better life, While I wonder why nobody
Needs to stay by my side

I'm under the moonlight
Searching my smile
Why I'm always dancing
With a brokenheart?

And I'm trying to forget
All the things that I regret
I'm under the rain
Waiting for someone who wants to heal my pain

And all this time I didn't have someone
Who helped me to keep forward
But it doesn't matter
Because I have a God
Who despite everything, always makes me strong
Come on dance with me... all night long
I don't care if you leave, I already got used to being alone
I just want to enjoy, Baby bless your soul

Yeah! do you know I've been musing?
Now I'll keep making music

What I should listen is...
Where's the way to keep living
Without pain in my heart
Who can listen my hope shouts?

I'm sinking in tears made of love
I'm lost, please just hug me strong

And I want to remind
The meaning of this life

And before I die
I need to be able to smile

And I want to realize
How happiness feels like

And before I die
I need to share all the love that is inside of my heart

And all this time I didn't have someone
Who helped me to keep forward
But it doesn't matter
Because I have a God
Who despite everything, always makes me strong
Come on dance with me... all night long
I don't care if you leave, I already got used to being alone
I just want to enjoy, Baby bless your soul

Yeah! do you know? I've been musing
Now I'll keep making music

I can't close my eyes and think that it's not real
But I can have faith and live with it
I got angels protecting me
My faith is my force, god is my shield