Melly Makaveli - XNothingLastsForeverX Lyrics

I thought I really loved you, but who's to say what Love is?
I've never seen a handbook so I just give you dick and tell you
That you're pretty (Plow plow plow)
How can I truly love you, if I don't love myself?
Just tell me how(I wish you could)
Just tell me how
Do I crush my emotions and hide away the pain? Just tell me how
Just tell me how

I'd rather crush these pills, and drink my pain away (Henny)
Roll another eighth into a blunt
Smoke until the gas just fills my lungs
Lose my mind util the day is done (No cap)
Heartache is the real gateway drug (F*ck Love)

I thought I really loved you, but who's to say what Love is?
I've never seen a handbook so I just give you dick and tell you
That you're pretty
How can I truly love you, if I don't love myself?
Just tell me how
Just tell me how (You don't have the answers Sway!)
Do I crush my emotions and hide away the pain?
Just tell me how, Just tell me how

Just tell me how the f*ck do you feel?
Knowing that you doing a nigga wrong that be keeping it real
Baby, how the f*ck do you feel?
Knowing that I'm all alone, walking out that door
Knowing that I'm all alone, I stayed on this dope just to try to stay the same baby
(Try to stay the same baby)
I don't even love myself anymore baby, how the f*ck you think I love you baby?
(I don't love myself)
How the f*ck can I love you?
I don't even love myself
How the f*ck can I love you?
I don't even love myself

I thought I really loved you, but who's to say what Love is?
I'd rather hate myself the f*ckin love a dumb bitch
If I don't set a standard I wont be let down
I've learned my lesson, I'm done asking now
I'm hurting, but I'm growing, and learning
I'll find out how