Staring deep in myself while I look in the mirror
And f*ck it man it feels like it couldn't be clearer
You a dumb motherf*cker with the fake ass jewelry
Too bad my parents never really got thru to me
I'm lost you see and I'm trying to be found
Depressed as a motherf*cker always feeling down
Hugs is all that a brother really need
Feeling line like cap, down on one knee
And you see
All a younging need is some guidance
Lean on no one always keep silent
Made mama cry so I kissed her on the cheek
Told her everything ok when she couldn't even speak
Shit hit hard man and nothing seemed right
So I wept on my bed and cried myself goodnight
But the pain just came up started feeling numb so did what I can and decided to run
Put a lot of pressure on me
Sometimes I wish I could be free
I got shit on my mind
But I always say that I'm fine
Put a lot of pressure on me
Sometimes I wish I could be free
I got shit on my mind but I always say that I'm fine
Run away run away
Sometimes I wish that I could run away run away
Sometimes I wish that I could run away run away
Sometimes I wish that I could run away
Run away yeah yeah yeah
Too hard to carry on and I barely smile
Numb to it on top of that I got a child on its way
So you know I gotta be strong
Put all my emotions into this song
Top it off
I feel infatuated with death
My imagination reaps every last
Aggravated with decisions of my past
Praying that these dam days won't be my last
Have a hard time seeing the light of things
Gotta concentrate see the brighter things
I got my own back now and I won't turn back
Dizzy in this cold world like your boy smoking crack
Only one man with this shit on my shoulders
Too many obstacles cuts and boulders
Ride life easy like a roller coaster
Thru hard times you just got to get over
Put a lot of pressure on me
Sometimes I wish I could be free
I got shit on my mind
But I always say that I'm fine
Put a lot of pressure on me
Sometimes I wish I could be free
I got shit on my mind but I always say that I'm fine
Run away run away
Sometimes I wish that I could run away run away
Sometimes I wish that I could run away run away
Sometimes I wish that I could run away
Run away yeah yeah yeah
Run away run away
Sometimes I wish that I could run away run away
Sometimes I wish that I could run away run away
Sometimes I wish that I could run away
Run away yeah yeah yeah
I got shit on my mind but I always say that I'm fine
I got shit on my mind but I always say that I'm fine