I thought this time it would be different Believed in change, in promises you made
But now I see my heart's grown tired From trying to prove, from feeling betrayed
Every message left unread, every call that you let die
It's clear now I was always waiting for a love that never tried
I'm not ignoring you, just waiting To see if you would make a move
I'm tired of always proving my worth to someone who won't choose
I've given all, now I see If you can't take the risk from me
I'm not a martyr, I'm not blind I deserve someone who'll give their time
Grateful for the moments shared Though to you, they seemed unreal
To me, they were everything But you don't know how that feels
I was always reaching out In conversations, it was me
Needing you, but never needed You couldn't see my worth, couldn't see
I'm not ignoring you, just waiting To see if you would make a move
I'm tired of always proving my worth to someone who won't choose
I've given all, now I see If you can't take the risk from me
I'm not a martyr, I'm not blind I deserve someone who'll give their time
From the start, I had my doubts 50-50, less than that
Your affection felt like games Now it's over, that's a fact
I tried to make you see my love But you planned to let me go
Sorry if I gave up now But I needed you to know
I'm not ignoring you, just waiting To see if you would make a move
But now I see it's not, worth chasing The love where I had to prove
Goodbye to games, to all the lies This is game over, now I rise
I deserve someone who'll take the risk and see my worth without a twist
Grateful for the moments shared Though to you they seemed unreal
To me they were everything but you don't know how that feeling
But you don't know how that feels
But you can't take the risk from me I'm not a martyr, I'm not blind
I deserve someone
I'm not ignoring you, just waiting To see if you would make a move
Your affection felt like games Now it's always over, that's a fact
I fell back, I tried to make you see my love
But you planned to let me go Sorry if I gave up now
But I needed you to know
I thought this time it would be different Fifty-fifty, less than that
Your affection felt like games Now it's over, that's a fact
I tried to make you see my love But you planned to let me go
Sorry if I gave up now But I needed you to know
I'm not ignoring you, just waiting