Mer - No Swimming Lyrics

Can u help me?
Im feelin kinda down, Feelin like im gonna drown
Can u help me?
I should do it on my own, maybe i should learn to grow
Can u help me?
Can u help me?

I dont understand really
I was happy two weeks ago
Do ya feel me?
But for some reason I get caught up in the game
Thinkin I shoulda said this, I shouldnt have done that
Shit man, no wonder she dont text back
Youre bein extra, Thats a fact
Youre way too f*ckin needy, dont you know that?
Thats why u think u gotta rap
So you lookin like you hard as a Dark step on a thumb tack
Worried bout the blow back, scared of the impact
No way i can do that
No way this is just depression
It is my invention
Do you get these questions?
Cuz It's important to change
It aint her fault that Im feelin this way
Just tryna clear out my veins, pay the bills with my name
But im feelin so empty...Where's the liquor today?
Wheres the liquor today...
Wheres the liquor today...
Cuz i aint sayin... thats a fix
But i see why Id... take the risk
I wanna numb it... I know i shouldnt
Cuz how would i get better?
I wouldn't

Can u help me?
Im feelin kinda down, Feelin like im gonna drown
Can u help me?
I should do it on my own, maybe i should learn to grow
Can u help me?
Can u help me?

Now, understand where i came from
I was a fat kid... so ugly that i got none
Atleast... that's what i told myself... everyday
Back under my own spell
I Poisoned my own f*ckin well
So...
Even tho I'm getting better... I cant fight these demons forever
And
Okayokayokay
It's time to get it together
I'm sayin that all my problems are just issues in my brain
Say it everyday
My perspective has to change
But emotions run deep, my depression makes me sleep up, creeps up into every interaction
I peep up, sayin. 'Hey, just chill! its okay'
But the pit in my stomach stays
Anyways...
I remind myself to breath
I wont let that shit win
Not today
Not today
But for now

Can u help me?
Im feelin kinda down, notice that i'm growing now
Can u help me?
Cuz its 2 steps up and 3 steps down
Can u help me?
Everybody aint perfect but i gotta have a purpose
Can u help me
Can i help me?