Mercy Great - Saniya's Song Lyrics

That's my daughter that's my heart that's my baby girl
Please forgive me for bringing you to this crazy world
I know you feel a certain way but please don't hate me girl
Cause I need you in my life you is my angel girl
I was abusive, I was stupid, what was I thinking?
Your mama left me I was cheating college dorm creeping
This the reason why I'm rapping get ya mama decent
Pay for your college and your wedding hope I'm hear to see it
Contemplating suicide I know you need me here
Depression river running deep but I cant leave you here
I promise you I'm trying but life on Earth ain't easy here
I tried to call on Jesus but I look and I don't see him there
But I know He here with us, riding to the very end
And what I put your mama through I'm so ashamed of what I did
Didn't have a father that would teach me how to be a man
Never learned to love but you showed me exactly what it is
So much pain in my heart but I can never show it
Society label men weak when we show emotion
Times I couldn't provide had my mine roller coasting
But God always made a way baby just stay focused
And I don't know if you know what I've been through
And I'm not sure why I do what most men do
Pray for karma's mercy all the girls I misused
Before I die this whole world I gotta give to you
That's my daughter that's my heart that's my baby girl
Please forgive me for bringing you to this crazy world
I know you feel a certain way but please don't hate me girl
Cause I need you in my life you is my angel girl
I was abusive, I was stupid, what was I thinking?
Your mama left me I was cheating college dorm creeping
This the reason why I'm rapping get ya mama decent
Pay for your college and your wedding hope I'm hear to see it
Saniya tatted on my chest I love that girl to death
I wasn't there some days I was to involve with my Ex
Then I started chasing dreams to get myself a check
I'm getting older all this hoping started going left
I'm thirty-two and still ain't made it and I'm so embarrassed
I post my music on Facebook niggas don't never share it
Promised your O.G. I'll give her whatever she need
But for some reason I can't do a damn thing for me
Must be the money spent on liquor squares and the weed
That one Christmas couldn't get you shit I couldn't sleep
I didn't think or didn't know only can blame me
I was a child having a child that shit be crazy
You so beautiful your skin tone and pretty eyes
Sorry for cursing no one perfect gotta realize
To you I'm Daddy when you call me I just feel alive
I swear I never leave you baby 'till the day I die
That's my daughter that's my heart that's my baby girl
Please forgive me for bringing you to this crazy world
I know you feel a certain way but please don't hate me girl
Cause I need you in my life you is my angel girl
I was abusive, I was stupid, what was I thinking?
Your mama left me I was cheating college dorm creeping
This the reason why I'm rapping get ya mama decent
Pay for your college and your wedding hope I'm hear to see it