Sometimes I'm scared that I'm the one
Who nailed you upon the tree
Often, I'm scared that it's become routine
Is it worse to be unaware or intentionally
Driving the nails to the wood when I claim you're my everything?
Do my mistakes, separate our intimacy?
Can I claim to know if my effort is minimally?
I'm afraid that my laziness prevents me from knowing you more intimately
Terrified that I might be dead inside
That I make the same mistakes, how do I look in your eyes?
If I knew that I'd be mortified
I know I'm wrong when I rationalize
Lord, when they tear down your temple
It Infuriates, spark a fire but its preferential
Look at failure and my potential
When I fail to live up, I'm not sequential
Where were you? Where was I?
All in time, your design
Lord I am mental, make me gentile
Take this pencil, you're quintessential
Breath in me life, new life
Lord your design, all in time
Where were you? Where was I?
All in time, your design
Lord I am mental, make me gentile
Take this pencil, you're quintessential
Breath in me life, new life
Lord your design, all in time
God their lying on your name, causing more devision
Leading your sheep astray on the television
God cut through hearts, perform an excision
I need to realign my thoughts to your revision
I get goosebumps when I hear you speak through headphones
I want your words to alter me to the bones
So when I speak through a microphone
I can bring my family to the Throne, with allegory glory undertones
Caught in Repetition, duplicate
Home of An echo lasting infinitely
Telling myself imma be okay
Screaming my inadequacy articulately
But that's not enough for me
I want more, thank you God, you aren't don't with me
Humble myself unequivocally
A new part of me, like totipotency
Where were you? Where was I?
All in time, your design
Lord I am mental, make me gentile
Take this pencil, you're quintessential
Breath in me life, new life
Lord your design, all in time
Where were you? Where was I?
All in time, your design
Lord I am mental, make me gentile
Take this pencil, you're quintessential
Breath in me life, new life
Lord your design, all in time