As Dawn Would Say Video (MV)

I'm coming back to test myself again
I'm staying trapped to take my fear's revenge

Crumbling time and time again, I'm still lacking in my defence
Was it overthinking or the numbers that put this migraine inside my head?
After all the storms at sea before, I've been washed ashore on this cay retreat
And my knees are weak but I feel at peace, I think a mindless life here is what I need

I never wanna know the way I die
I never wanna have to wonder why
It's all fine to me, just take it easy
I never wanna have to sleep at night
Never wanna make the same mistake twice
So much time to waste, for me to find my place, yeah

There's no need to worry, there's more to the story
And I don't wanna know when my time is coming
From oceans to mountains, from deserts to clouds I
Will be alright, just taking life as it comes

Y'know, maybe just for once I'll allow the tide, to take me where it wants, see how the ride is
And I won't fight it, staying undivided, making space in my head to keep an open mind and
Many ask when I'll activate my brain, but I threw consequence away yesterday
Just to make that space, away the hourglass pours but it's not the sand I rest on so the rest is ignored

I never wanna know the way I die
I Never wanna know if I will climb
The stairway beyond, or fall to the cliffs below
I never wanna have to think again
Never wanna know if I will spend
The rest of my days, in discontent

There's no need to worry, there's more to the story
And I don't wanna know when my time is coming
From oceans to mountains, from deserts to clouds I
Will be alright, now that my mind is empty
There's no need to think now, I don't need to know how
I'll keep it up, in this soulless husk
From oceans to mountains, abysses to cliffs
I will be alright, just taking life as it comes

Yeah I'll be alright... I'll be just fine... right?
Oh God