Metora Cliffs - Phantasmic Times Lyrics

Been so awake for all these years I couldn't sleep
It's like we never had that and now we never will have
Been so afraid and full of fear I couldn't think
It's like I never mattered, we never happened

We've lost the evidence
Now when I see the past it's stone cold
With everything I've done
And everything I've lost
There's still something missing

Phantasmic times, figmental life
But dreams inspires me
On life's boulevard, in my sorry heart
Life will inspire me, again

When everyone I've loved
And everything I've touched
Turns to stone
We'll erode away
But you'll inspire me

Been so awake for all these, years I couldn't sleep
It's like we never had that and now we never will have
Been so afraid and full of fear, I couldn't think
It's like I never mattered, I never happened

We petrify, our past has died
A dream or memory?
Yes I'm terrified
Now I can't keep, holding on to bliss
I'll erode away, but pain inspires me
Goodbye... just smile

Been so awake for all these, years I couldn't sleep
It's like we never had that, and now we never will have
Been so afraid and full of fear, I couldn't think
It's like we never happened, I never mattered
Did we ever happen?
Did we ever matter?
Did we ever have that?
I know we had that