Follow Me Video (MV)

I'm not much of a greeter
Conditions dictate whether I can say hello
I'm not much of a meeter
These days, what's that say about me people used to make me wanna grow
I'm not the type to just give it a whirl
I'll never try a thing unless I'm sure it's fun
Less a diamond and more a pearl
Even without pressure, I'll crack in the warmth of the sun
Cringing at companions crunching
Why's it so goddamn loud?
Will I ever be happy in between being alone & in a crowd?
Never thought that I'd still be here
But I guess it's clear to see
I follow all my problems & they follow me
I'm not much of a leader
Conditions dictate just how long the water's thick
I'm not much of a reader
These days, what's that say about me stories used to make me tick
Talk makes me sick
Throwing constantly to see what sticks
I'd rather throw in the towel, or throw a few kicks
On days when there's nothing in my chest but a brick
So go 'head and eat something, please make it quick
I'll cover my ears or I'll cry til I'm sick
Cuz I'm someone who
Flinches when the toilet flushes
Why's it so goddamn loud?
Will I ever be happy in between being alone and in a crowd?
Never thought that I'd still be here
But I guess it's clear to see
I follow all my problems and they follow me