Mushrooms on Mars Video (MV)

Been a couple months since we spoken
I guess your transmitter must've broken on you
Another galaxy you have chosen
All I have left is a token of you
Remember getting high up in your spaceship
Opening the window to escape all the fumes
Drinking bottled spirits by the cases
Now I'm flying wasted cause I'm drinking for two
And I lose

Drinks for me and you
Staying out of touch with our faces of view
Couldn't listen to the truth
I never listened much so I guess it's nothing new
I know it's overdue
Was always drunk and needy you're too distant and aloof
The distance now is literal I'm feeling deja vu
But I think I'm missing you
Think I'm missing you yeah

Left our child's name on a necklace
When we said our vows we were reckless and young
Still not really sure what I expected
Tried to get it all and now I get none
Thinking of the time we collided
Lost a bit of you with every battle I won
Even with the scars I decided
I rather be on fire than to feel lost and numb
I'm so numb

We're trapped in the abyss
The fights we couldn't handle went and overweighed the bliss
I couldn't hear the pitch
Guess jealousy and bourbon are an unforgiving mix
I guess it's pretty rich
My heart is now a liquid if you want it here's a sip
Cursing with my tongue and saying sorry with the tip
But I think that's what I miss
Think that's what I miss now

Been a couple months since I touched you
You said that you were gonna grow some mushrooms on mars
First time that I ever said I loved you
Didn't really think it'd be the last time so far
You're so far