Michaiah - tryna learn how to love Lyrics

I'm balling they gotta know that
I'm never gone stop
They know that
Got pain in my heart
These people gone try to judge
If I show that
I'm trying to keep my head straight
It's hard when you know you great
But you stuck here at the bottom
Trying solve the worlds problem
After problem
After problem
Look around
We all got em
I know only God can solve em
I'm just trying to do my part
Wear my heart on my sleeve
It's great when you start to believe
There's hope in this world
I put faith in something bigger than me
Media trigger me
Wish they could see what I see
I stare out to sea an I think bout everything I can be
Thinking bout conn wishing he was right beside of me
Keep this pain deep inside me
I'm just tried of losing friends
Tried of people that play pretend
Tired of feeling like I'm alone
In this world we try to fit in
Sometimes the shoe just don't fit an
You tell me what we gone do then
Some days feel imma lose it
Lost a couple of times in my Iife
It helped me improve
Just Tryna learn

Tryna learn how to love myself

I'm trying learn how to love myself

I'm trying learn how to love myself

Wanna learn to forgive myself for everything I've done
Wanna learn how to let go of the past
Don't gotta run
Is what they keep on telling me
I question if that's accurate
Trying write a million words
It wouldn't explain the half of it
Clicking through my comments
That hate for me is so passionate
But they don't know me
So I sit back an just laugh at it
Thinking if they did
Then they'd know I'm just like you
Young boy, with bright eyes
Tryna navigate the sky's blue
With red eyes, catch uh redeye
To the next place I'm due
Still reminisce on them old days
An I wonder if so do you
Thanking Yah he brought me here
In the same breath
Asking why'd he bring me here without you
So I been searching for answers
Substances enhancing
These feelings we feel em a lot
Overthinking, the anxiety
Try to find a place inside of me
Opening my mind to see
Might need to do a lobotomy
Take a look and see the darkest part of me
Picking through my heart an arteries
They don't love me that's fine with me
Open up your eyes and see

Tryna learn how to love myself

I'm trying learn how to love myself

I'm trying learn how to love myself

I'm balling they gotta know that
I'm never gone stop
They know that
Got pain in my heart
These people gone try to judge
If I show that
I'm trying to keep my head straight
It's hard when you know you great
But you stuck here at the bottom
Trying solve the worlds problem
After problem
After problem
After problem
After problem
After problem
After problem
Look around we all gottem
After problem
After problem
After problem
After problem

I'm balling they gotta know that
I'm never gone stop
They know that
Got pain in my heart
Gone try to judge
If I show that
It's hard when you know you great
But you stuck here at the bottom
After problem
After problem

Tryna learn how to love myself