Snow is melting I can see the sun
I'm looking for bright sides but can't find one
I am feeling all whatever
Every day is the same and it will be forever
I no longer have stress
I no longer sweat
I sleep less and less
But don't hallucinate yet
My skin is worse
I've got puffy eyes
I live in reverse
I tell myself lies
I'm standing in a pool of joy
But I'll do nothing I will not destroy
They say I must simply forget
You know I've tried but just not done it yet
I'm waking up in a bed in a really nice hotel
Later on breakfast I'm waiting in line
Nobody really knows why I have to travel
But they always pay for me so it's fine
Another day pass
And I am really far
I'm not really happy
Should I be grateful that at least some people are
All those sleepless nights
I fought the greatest fights
Putting you high on the shelf
Greatest fights are with myself
Whatever you do
Whatever works for you
Doesn't matter if it's snappy
I'm so glad if you are happy
Because I no longer can choose
And what if I lose
What if I lose