Gotta lock my mind up tight at night
Smoke so fat face don't feel right
But its better than the shit that I would find
I got demons in my head tryna fist fight
Gotta delude the situation
Could have died but I was too patient
Pray to god that I will keep waiting
Lucky I've got an 1/8th to save me
No it hurts too bad
Chew my fingers to the bone cuz I can't fix that
And I don't even notice
So many flashbacks
You avoid my eyes and I avoid a dirt nap
And my heart begins to snap in half
And my heart begins to snap in half
And my heart begins to snap in half
Gave you all my love and then you left
And my heart begins to snap in half
So whats real in this world of illusion
I go dumb in the name of a new day
Swear to god I need this to be ok
Swear to god ill be good in the morning
But I gotta put it in perspective
When did my feelings get so damn hectic
Start to feel like its been embedded
I've been ashamed of myself for decades
These masks I'm putting on
They're getting heavier
And I can't keep it up
I couldn't keep it up
And when I needed love
Got none of the above
You were the only one
I looked and you were gone
No it hurts too bad
Chew my fingers to the bone cuz I can't fix that
And I don't even notice
So many flashbacks
You avoid my eyes and I avoid a dirt nap
And my heart begins to snap in half
No it hurts too bad
Chew my fingers to the bone cuz I can't fix that
And I don't even notice
So many flashbacks
You avoid my eyes and I avoid a dirt nap
And my heart begins to snap in half
And my heart begins to snap in half
And my heart begins to snap in half
Gave you all my love and then you left
And my heart begins to snap in half
Know I did wrong I'm so wrong
Know I did wrong im so wrong 'know I did wrong know I did wrong
Know I did wrong im so wrong
Start to feel like I cannot go home
Start to feel like theres nowhere to go
Know I did wrong im so wrong
Know I did wrong im so wrong
No it hurts too bad
Chew my fingers to the bone cuz I can't fix that
And I don't even notice
So many flashbacks
You avoid my eyes and I avoid a dirt nap
And my heart begins to snap in half