The concept that I would like to believe
Is that there's still more to us, even after you leave
That there's still a text pending or a message sending
Let's quit the pretending
No their ain't no repenting
Tell me is this never ending
Why am I defending
You, even after all the hurt
Going out my way now I ask what was it worth ?
Cause you shed a couple tears but I could've made a lake
With them memories that you gave me, loving you was my mistake
Self pity sin city
Can you rid me
Of this demon
Honestly I just wanna go back to being a freeman
Back to when we weren't together
Cause there's no point in being with you, if it doesn't mean forever
So just go one with your days and promise me you'll never suffer
And I'll go on with my days and promise you I'll find another
Promise you that ima cuff her, promise you that ima love her
And unlike you won't have to think twice about another
So I'll
Keep to myself
Speak for myself
And when the night hits I'm a creep to myself
Only keep to myself
Speak for myself
Weep to myself
Cause you don't know what I felt
Keep to myself
Speak for myself
And when the night hits I'm a creep to myself
Only keep to myself
Speak for myself
Weep to myself
Cause you don't know what I felt, look
The words of what was still keep me up at night
I thought our love was real that's why I still put up a fight
I don't have a type, I love for who you are
But these girls ain't right, they always leave a scar
Paranoid, I avoid
Getting toyed
With
Starting to believe that loves really just a myth
Haven't found any proof to show that it exist
And if it does I guess I just wasn't on cupids list
I found comfort in the arms of my mother
You found love in the words of another
Guess we both know how this play's gonna end
Dead Romeo with no Juliet
So now that the moods set
And my eyes carry you dead
Ima go ahead and let, my emotions go to bed
Cause sometimes life is better off in our dreams
Since being in love isn't always what it seems
So I'll
Keep to myself
Speak for myself
And when the night hits I'm a creep to myself
Only keep to myself
Speak to myself
Weep to myself
Cause you don't know what I felt
Keep to myself
Speak for myself
And when the night hits I'm a creep to myself
Only keep to myself
Speak for myself
Keep to myself
Cause you don't know what I've felt
But how I loved you I can't love myself
Each day I wake up... with someone else
But how I loved you I can't love myself
Each day I wake up with
Each day I wake up