S.A.D. Video (MV)

Awaken me from a sleep that seemed like years
Fallen from the high horse to face my fears
I got a knife in my back that I can't reach
Calling yourself a friend, but it's in deep
They say the more you win, the less you lose
I ain't got the time to pick and choose
Destiny awaits me up ahead
Do I have the fire or am I dead
I can't see what's right before my eyes
Left to my devices I'll go blind
Would you help me if I called your name
Or turn away ignoring all my pain
Welcome to the world I'm trapped in
Desperation's calling so I sin
Night or day I live inside a dream
A puppet to my mind's master scheme